lyrics
look,
i just want someone’s lap to lay on
watchin netflix till the sun breaks dawn
yawn, contagious, but i feel so warm
stay here forever, but the tock ticks on
is it wrong, to want some fuckin company
i aint tryna fuck, im just tryna do some cuddlin’
strugglin, to get my mind right
i dunno what i want on my slice of life
psych.. ward.. lost and found
locamotive thought gone past the path i been down
ask them boys, i been down, 5ever
still searching for a bird of the same feather
whatever, i dont care for the wants
ill probably die alone, i dont mean to be blunt but
i got no aspirations
fading away, cause my static mind spacin’
reach out and touch, good vibrations
patience aint a virtue i really learned dude.
usually i be so complacent
introspective, contemplation,
brings me back to the feels tho
heart beat, kick drum, like it was a steel toe.
lose myself in the flow
go ahead and leave a message, ill hit you back tomorrow doe
[one stanza interlude]
long ago, realized that i fall in love quick,
always crushin’ like im on some highschool shit.
written a lot of obvious sub tweets,
but hold my tongue face to face ‘cause i cant compete.
with anything, anybody else has to offer.
lost her, to my own low self esteem.
and i dream of a place where our paths could touch,
then i wake up, alone, stuck in this self imposed rut.
hold up, dont get the shit twisted,
know i missed it, because of my own hang ups.
the only person sayin’ “its not you, its me.”
before you and me even became a we.
emotionally unavailable, baggage packed mighty full,
and i ain’t tryna carry it.
sittin’ on a suitcase full of issues i been through,
so im probably goin’ nowhere soon.
credits
released May 17, 2015
prod. nujabes
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