i been thinking about this life shit and what it really means but while i think i steady accomplish nothing the only thing i realized its a riddle with no answer like no batman to combat the criminal, that’s cancer. we grow this tree of memories exponentially expanding. with no mind to look around at someone else’s forest. but if i was Gump, this forest would be running not away, but towards something i could use to take your blinders off. turn your head and cough physical reality check. get your head up out those cumulus and take the next left. a right turn’s not a promise for success. its been test-ed, chill. failure’s just the first step. you take on a path abstract goal in your mind. but you’ll come to find it ain’t what you conceptualized i try hard not to take my own life. guess it’s working still wake up after i sleep at night. [Break] soul disconnected from my body as a teen. they put it back told me, put up with the suffering. life isn’t always sunshine but its always beautiful. when the rain comes it nourishes the ground. i think that means adversity builds character a foundation to stand on in returning times of stormy weather. but whether or not you walk is up to you. so you choose, compromise, and see your ambitions through. ill be waiting at the end like what it do. arms held open so i can embrace you. its real hard to keep waking up everyday you should pat yourself on the back celebrate ‘cause you kept true. even if you didn’t, i still forgive you. every life is precious to me even those i never knew. even though i couldn’t do what i planed, I’m staying cool the future is tomorrow so today i’ll stay and love you. ‘cause i think you ain’t loving yourself. i got two hands that can help and a shoulder made for crying on. you’re my family, for you i’d make any journey. just to see you smile but i’ll be there when you frown too.